have started the year w/ a failure on relationship to somebody who i even can't remember who he was..then gigs left and right...have learn to value myself more than anybody else...as always..i enjoyed the silence...how the wind have carried me to places..then i realize how bored i am w/ my work..would really want to do things where my heart is..sayang i'm old na to enjoy things i ought to do before..mahirap na pinalaking pampered at walang kamuang muang sa mundo..but at least i finished schooling and have a decent job..have experienced the highs and lows sa work..seen my friends gone...and i knew they were out there..im just too busy being alone..it brings a sense of satisfaction to me..i want to list down things i want to do..1 thing that tops my list is to get a passport and leave philippines...try ko lang...i'm trained to leave alone might as well enjoy it...and 2nd apply for my 2nd job..ano pa ba magagawa ko..tanong ko sa sarili ko yan matagal na..is it being friends w/ my favorite band ba personally..or meet fans like me and bond w/ them...ewan ko kung kelan ko magagawa yon..im a failure kasi w/ inter personal relationships..hahaha..nakakatawa..nadadagdagan ang taon in a span of  1 whole day...ang bilis..e ano naman ngayon..magugunaw na ba ang mundo..ano pang krisis bukod sa pagbaha ang darating pa..lilindol o mag yeyelo sa pilipinas? ano pa nga ba..matatapos na ang taong 2009..sandali lang yan 2010 na..2011 next next year..ano na kaya pa..makakapag blog pa ba ako..enjoyin ko na lang buhay katulad ngayon...sakit lang sa ulo ang pagiisip at pagaalala..